For A GirlI watch from a distance, and hint subtle cluesHoping that one day you will realize that im here.Your love now hidden afraid it will be squandered yet again.My love is sincere, and my words are heartfelt, trying to console you.My hints lose their subtlety and you still don't realizeMy heart wilts and my petals wither in exhaustionI tried so hard to get your attentionBut still you don't even mention me.Your elegence and beauty casts shadows upon all in your pathyour cinderella complex leaves you doubting yourselfYour self image is so twisted, that you can't stand to look in a mirrior.You are truely beautiful, but hurt masks your eyes from seeing that.I've always been here for youEver since we've metYou can't just forgetall the times i tried to make you smile.One day i hope you will seei hope that you see the girl is youi hope you see that the guy is mei hope you see how much you mean to me.
Morning BluesMorning blues bring me downSad that i couldn't hold on to the dreamsRealities brutal awakening leaves me bruisedI'm covered in your scarsThe brilliant awakening leaves me blindedweeping as i struggle for breathComposure far from sight, these tears wont ceaseEmotion strong, its wrapped around my heart like barbed wirewith each breath the stems cut deeperLetting more emotion flowlike black rivers to the floorSolace only lasts as long as im asleepWhere i can pretend everything is as it should beNo more heart ache for either of usthe only emotion visible is that of loveI lock hands with you, and wish to lock lipsJust as i lean in, we are pulled apartmy eyes open, my heart sinksMorning blues bring me down
Chapter oneChapter I When he awoke the first thing that he saw was the giant buildings on his leftand right cascading up and up into the stormy night sky. His back hurt like no otherpain that he had felt in the world. Where am I? He asked himself. His bodywas still too weak to move so he lies on the hard ground staring up at the giantbuildings dwarfing anything below them. Why cant I remember anything aboutmyself? He thought to himself. He was slowly regaining strength in his legs andhis hands. He could here the faintly distant sounds of people walking by. When hewas finally able to get onto his feet he felt very unstable on his own. What is my name? He asked himself and suddenly a vision of a young womanthat looked to be about the age of 16 flashed into his mind. A name was rightbeneath the image but he could only remember the first letters of the words. Thel
Memoryside by side the lovers laygrowing weaker with each dayTheir kids come, their respects they payHoping you hear the words they sayA single tear from her face departsTraveling down to reach your heartSeeming dormant through the coldReviving light showing the earth you holdIn due time life will prosperAs two flowers begin to stirTheir roots so far twisterDetermining one from two becomes conflictedExtending down to your remainsTheir life you now sustainVibrant colors on displayWaiting for that faithful dayThe kids return once moreEver higher does the flower soarBreathing out sweet secretsTrying to st right their regrets
fleks of dustBrittle skin parishes like flies in a zapper.Torn asunder and replaced by hatred.Emotion bleeds from weeping eyesLike stigmata of the olden days.lost words coughed up in painSimilar to the promises once made.I will not Die, i will not dieNot without her. no, not without her.Pain filled breathes echo loudly in the insufficient silence.knuckles cracking as nails dig into the flesh of their own palms.the prophecy writ in the soul of man must be fulfilled.A true odyssey in modern times.Set against attempts at salvation.I will not Die, i will not dieNot without her. no, not without her.The final countdown has begunThere is an end in sight for him.To find his true love he must fightThe end lies within his headHe wont stop until he's dead.
Midnight encounterImages can hold one thousand words and yet none at the same timePortraits of old acquaintances bring back ancient heart acheA connection lost and still sought after with a burning passionA sence of knowing, of sheer love emerges from her image.A love lost, A love sought after, and a love to be rekindledHer piercing green eyes see right through meDiscarding my humble charade and melting my heartHer memory brings tears to my eyes to this day.Her pure actions reflect upon her persona and beliefsA soul carries a void, a hole to be filled falsely.Trying to find a solution he turns to sex, drugs, and words.Desperate to find her and finally rest in piece is he.Afraid to lose his character and forget who he was, he runs.Always returning to solve the eternal struggle of the heart.